Monday, July 30, 2018

to all the T's i've worn before

the clock is ticking on my summer,
so i'm finally getting some projects
underway...
this one was my mother's; she passed it along when i was in college
we have a great house
with TOO MUCH storage space
no degrees from here (tho' my mother has one)
every possible available space
that isn't a living area
is captured as storage
another from my mother
how fabulous!
said we
this one was mine; tenth grade in Cambridge, England
& promptly
filled it UP
very very fond memories of going to the first few Eno River Festivals back in the 1980's
so, one by one,
i am going through
these spaces
legitimately mine x two
no more what ifs
or maybes
or just in cases
one of many from college (though not all kept)
but....
too cutsie for me, but i wore it
we are sentimental folk
one of my favorites
who love the memories
held by our things
i was a psych major
so while i donated
(oh, the fashion)
a turning point for me, sophomore year in college, after a rocky freshman year
i am keeping
these faded, yellowed, stained, painted-on
junior year in Sevilla...thanks Mom & Dad!
t-shirts
i left in 1990, but these were sold in anticipation of the Seville Expo
that chronicle
my young adulthood
the location of my first real job...& what started my love of OT
i've folded them better
than i did before
he went there & brought me back this t-shirt (but i've been there, too)
duly documented & blogged
(hello)
his...i stole it
& will tuck them away
our dating hang-out when on his turf
for what?
they aren't cool concert shirts
i know way more about music than i ever thought i would - but i'll never know as much as he does.
(well, a few are)
his favorite...my very faded autograph
mainly
before they went to Europe & stated their opinion
they are place-holders
to remind me
absolutely no recollection of this place.  they all run together after awhile.
of the sounds, smells, sights
possibly not mine.  but i've been there!
& feel
his job & a huge part of our early parenting years.
of these oh-so-brief
preschool years for my two
years of my life
nine years of my life (& 6 of each of theirs)
someone else
can give them away.
one of the solutions to my mid-life crisis = become an OT

i climbed out of
my t-shirt wearing days
by going back to school,
getting a job,
and developing a
middle-aged
silhouette.

but
i still have
a few favorites
in my closet:

a faded purple frank lloyd wright one;
a hot pink OT centennial one;
a soft blue one with the outline of
state of north carolina
& the word
HOME.